And I thought I was in hell with the last post. I had spent all weekend texting my fuck buddy with no response so I moved on. I found a personals ad for a guy who I thought looked cute, he seemed like he was a sex addict which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but after repeatedly telling this guy that if I met him I had no intention of just having sex with him. I'm looking for a boyfriend, not another fuck buddy. He took it to the extreme and even sent pictures of his manlihood. One night we were supposed to meet and I text him when I got home from work to find out if he had gotten off work yet and wanted to get together. I didn't get a reply until a few hours later and by then it was pretty late. He had said that he had to work late. It wasn't until the next day that I saw a personal ad for his cock on this website that I found him on looking for a blowjob. The time the ad was placed was during the time he told me he was working. I stopped corresponding with this guy immediately.

Then my world suddenly looked brighter just a few days later, my fuck buddy text me and told me that he'd been in jail for 4 days because of a dui. I told him I would help him, I felt bad because I had sent some pretty mean text messages while he was in the clink. I offered to drive him around while his license was suspended, offered to share my car as he didn't mind driving as long as it wasn't one of his cars that when the tags were ran it pulled up that his license was suspended. We spent a lot of time together for a week. I spent the night before his birthday into the morning of his birthday at his house. He had to bartend on his birthday so I took him dinner, a cake, and a present just so he would feel loved (because I really do love him). He borrowed my car the next day and the following day he borrowed my car and picked me up from work and stayed at my house. The next day he borrowed my car and we went to the casino together and stayed in one of their hotel rooms that I got comped. We had a great week together. He borrowed my car the last day on Wednesday and went to court on Thursday. He told me that his license was still suspended so he would need to continue to borrow my car. I was ok with that. The next time he needed my car was Saturday. I told him I signed up for an early shift at work on Saturday and told him I could pick him up Friday night or Saturday morning. He didn't reply so I went to pick him up Saturday morning (had to wake up at 5:30 am after working until 11:30 pm just to make it to his house in time to pick him up before I went to work). I text him and called him to make sure he was awake before I left my house. No response. I got to his house and knocked first and then let myself in as he always leaves a door unlocked. He was in bed with another woman!!! I was super pissed off. I guess I don't have any reason to be pissed off except that he has led me on for so long. He always has told me that he doesn't see other women, and once when I accused him of only calling me at 3 am wanting to hook up because he couldn't find anyone else to go home with he insisted that was not how it was. So I was right all along, he is a jerk. I didn't cause a scene. He was still passed out but the girl was awake. I muttered "borrow someone else's car", and left. I sent him 4 nasty text messages when I made it to work and that was 2 weeks ago today. I told him to lose my phone number and so far he has honored my request and not contacted me.

I'm too angry to be sad. I guess though, I was warned about him by one of my best friends, and by my ex boyfriend. I should have heeded their warnings but was blinded by my love for him. I am now free of my fuck buddy and trying to find love again.

Soooo, in my quest to find love I signed up for a free dating web site with high expectations. I placed an ad but checked the wrong box. I checked that I was searching for a woman (I thought it was asking if I was a woman or man). In no time at all I got a message from a girl named Cherry wanting to talk. I replied that it was my mistake and that I was new to the sight. I don't know though, maybe I should become a lesbian to find a date. That was sarcasm in case you didn't get it. Well, this has been another installment of my sad dating life. No boyfriend. No fuck buddy. No guy friend to take me out and drink away my sorrows with me. Just me and my dog Charlie. I guess as the Ghost Hunters Jay and Grant would say "On to the next." This is Keri, over and out, and still single.